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| I remember I had a dream...
It was lucid yet blurry
Gentle yet Scornful
Living but dead
I couldn't feel anything... Move... Speak... Or even move my own body.
I was carelessly floating around, sometimes straight standing or arched on my back, but I didn't know when I was moving, or how.
I saw countless of things...
Random people walking and talking on the streets, which I didn't really seem to care about.
Nature changing from spring all the way to winter..
Throughout the entire time, I didn't really give it much thought of why I was having this dream, so I decided to try to wake myself up.
Then I couldn't.
I tried various things like trying to pinch myself or atleast let a word come out of my mouth, but as earlier, I couldn't do anything.
At first, I was willingly letting this dream do whatever it wants with me, but when I realized that I had no power to do anything, I started to panic.
I couldn't wake up, so I struggle and tried to do everything I can to wake up, and then finally I did.
I remembered saying to myself...
"Is this how death is like?"
Not being able to do anything, but just watch and hear everything around you as you aimlessly do nothing?
In dreams you can wake up, but if you died in your sleep, is that how it really is? Is that how death in general is?
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Dang, it's friday... I think and Spring Break is already half way gone.
New Years Check List : Accomplished, none.
Man, it's so boring...
Oh, the reason why I couldn't go online more often is because I have a kitten now and it's taking away my technical time out of my life =D
Name : Kira, but formally known as Pobpob (kiss).
If anyone gets this, than thanks you for getting that pun (?)
Dude, if it says that I'm on myspace or aim... please contact me because I jjust realized I could go online on my phone... So thank you so-and-so for iming me, so I get sing off quickly and not get killed for the $300 bill that my dad got two weeks ago...
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| Man, I want boba... (Yeah, I know, lame joke) A few days ago I cleaned my roon, nice and organized. Today... I remember the past few days I kept saying," I'll pick it up later..."
Darn you my procrastinating nature! New Years Resolution: 1. Have no idea.
2. Still have no idea.
3. Think of some resolutions! Well, I can't say 'lose weight'... Don't have a weight scale.
I was thinking about not eating junk food like Cunthia's doing, but since food's kind of hard to run by in this life... Not going to happen. ---; Find true love? As if...
Get my driver's lisence? I should of done that a long time ago! ->_<; If you people are saying to stop procrastinating or something, tried it, and failed within a few seconds.
Hmmm, I'm already a pecsicatarian. Oh! Ok, I think I got it! 1. Get my permit/lisence.(And if possible get a job!)
2. Grow my hair! ->_<
3. Possible get better in tennis -==; | | |
| Sorry for the long absence. | | |
| New Zealand, doesn't sound bad...
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